My sister texted me this line this morning with impeccable timing, as I was deciding whether to use my one skip for my drawing class. I did a quick flash back on my college experience, and decided that for me, I learned more from a three hour conversation baby, then I ever learned in school. So I said the heck with it, I am skipping class. So I met up with a good friend who I had previously couldn't get together with due to the over-busyness of our schedules. This meet up turned into a two and a half hour laugh, giggle, silly session as we talked over lunch and then re-located to a isolated couch in a back, un-busy hall of the union. This glow of friendship stayed with me as I sprawled out on that sun warmed couch with a good book. For the next hour and a half I didn't mind the strange looks I got as people walked passed me in my half dozing off, half reading consciousness. I left for work with a bounce in my step, and some free time to get some water at the drinking fountain and write about my glowy-ness in my journal.
You see, lately I have been trying to be more intentional with my time. I want to look back at my college experience and remember these unexpected days of joy and moments of learning. This is why I am journaling. I feel that with the pressure to be over-involved and over- scheduled, that we look back and remember a rushed blur as well as overlook the small moments and the friendships that taught us more than that class or club ever did. I am trying to fight the societal norm that your time is wasted if not every minute of it was in pursuit of productiveness. Therefore, comes the intentional living part. While I don't advise doing this by making a regular habit of skipping your classes, I do advise starting a journal to start celebrating the small, full of live moments, to stay up a little extra late for a great conversation, turn off the TV and computer, de-schedule and de-commit from clubs and activities you only have half of your heart in and bask in the glory of a grassy knoll or in my case, a blue couch.
This post makes me smile. I am so glad you skipped class today; I loved spending some quality time with you, especially with our one year anniversary ahead lol- I wish we could go back to Cranks Creek again this break, that was a truly amazing trip. I am so glad I met you, and thanks for taking flattering pictures of me. Oh wait...
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I'm so happy to hear that you were able to take a little "me time" today. You deserve it, Em :) I'm so excited to see you over your break next week! Only one more day of class and hopefully you'll be able to take a mental breather for a week. I love you!
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Excellent reminder that we ought to live with purpose and not action simply for the sake of habit. Thanks Em.
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